Knowledge Never Sought

I haven't been quite right
Since I was thirteen
A little less corporeal
Than I once had been

Caring more or less
About the goings on
Of all things out of mind-shot
Or of moments here and gone

With "mind-shot" being
All those things
Upon which my mind might cross

And in crossing, thereto,
Given thought
To moments conversely lost

Knowing knowledge 
Never sought
Is knowledge never lost

I found myself 
Seeking nightly
Of conditions
Graced and sinned
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And in seeking found
Myself immersed
In conditions
Without/Within